It is difficult time for everyone. Please do what works for you.
Writing on race topics can be emotional draining and possible clinical depression for some writers.
It is not easy, but someone has to do it. I have so much respect for people who genuinely share their experiences and expose the untouchable topics.
I don't write much about race because my personal experience is limited. I came to the US as an adult and until now, my personal experience with race is limited. Sometimes, i dont notice people's foolishness except my friend or daughter points them out.